HAHAHA:')

heloo.......................
hahahahhahahahah :'(
this is it
everything back the feeling come back :')
everything so real i feel that the pain come again for a thousand time
i just can't ignore that i love him
because i am so in love
i want that come back again
but it can't.......
him finally get the women can take care him more than me:(
how suck to know that
how hurts to know that
i just want him nobody else 
i can't love nobody else now accept him.....
maybe i can but it must be a long time
but everything must be go on
so should i decide to getting hurt all over again
i just can see u happy without me
u show the sweet  love from u to her no to me
sometimes i just tired to all of this</3
but is the way i am feeling i just can't deny that

 

everything in that picture shows what i feel right now because of u

CRS'12

kiwkiwkiwkiwkiw gue ngga nyangka udah lulus dr SMP ngga nyangka 3 tahun kerasa cepet bgt-_-
semua hal tentang croseiro'12 menurut gue amazing mulai dr gue kelas 7 yg belom tau apa yg namanya true friends belom tau apa itu nama angkatan,gasuka sama geng2an nya devi dkk wkwkwkkwkw gue jg gatau ternyata kaka kelas hrs di turutin gaada yg gue tau wkwkwkwkkw bol bgt gue trus beranjak ke kls 8 ternyata kelas 8 sangat teramat lebih bol dr yg gue kira dimana gue jd ngerti apa yg seharusnya gue ketahui sampe yg ngge perlu gue ketahui-_- ngertilah hal2 terselubung wkwkwkwkwkkwkwk tp dr kelas 8 itu menurut gue start dr semua yg gue hadapi proses pendewasaan proses semuanya deh wkwkwkwkw yg jelas apaun yg gue lakukan cmn buat gue belajar wkwkwkwk masuk lg gue ke kelas 9 ini dia tahap ke bolbolbolan nyee gue belajar banyak hal di tahun ini  dimana gue ngatain orang gatau batasnya,slekan sama sahabat,memahami segala masalah,kuat nge hadapi ke hidupan,selalu mengucap syukur tp di tahun ini juga gue ngga bisa nge kontrol emosi gue jaman2nya labil yekan tapi gue berusaha mengontrol segalanya tp kalo ngga kuat gue kontrol dan ngga mau ngambil tindakan seenaknya gue malah nge ancurin diri gue wkwkkwkw sampe tindakan terselubung gue lakukan wkwkwkwitu mengenai gue selama 3 tahun belom lg mengenai gue dan tindakan gue sama seluruh anak croseiro wkwwkkwk bol banget nih yee gue sebutin

KELAS 7 :
1.temennan sama ilham,shalna,bella,ijo,yanbo<3
2.becanda begajulan sama ilham<3
3.nyari masalah mulu-_-
4.tingkah ngga jelas
5.ngga ngerti apa2an-_-

KELAS 8 :
1.temenan sama anak2 XNVRLOST
2.MASUK DEH XNVRLOST
3.XNVRLOST BUBAR gue jg gatau knp asal ikut
4.gue nemenin mereka2 semua saat labil
5.mengetahui hal2 terselubung
6.ngerti yg namanya sahabat
7.PULANG MALEM
8.sering berbohong
9.kasus dimana2-_-
10.slek2an yekan
11.PDS terbentuk

KELAS 9 :
1.slekan yg sangat parah-_-
2.temenan mencar
3.PDS bubar
4.labil
5.suka sama orang -_-
6.grow up
7.makin2 deh-_-


wkkwkwkwkwkwkwkwk ini semua sebagian besar perjalannan 3 tahun yg gue lewatin di 77jhs
ini juga salah satu reason gue kenapa bakal kgn sama 77 terutaman anak2 PDS,DEMPAK,SEMPAK,7E
gue sayang sama lo semua semoga solit terus yaaaaaa i love u guysss :*

nothing

Am I better off dead, am I better off a quitter
They say I’m better off now, than I ever was with her
As they take me to my local down the street
I’m smiling but I’m dying trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks will help me to forget her
But after one too many I know that I’m never
Only they can see where this is gonna end
They all think I’m crazy but to me it’s perfect sense

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
Cause I’m shouting your name all over town
I’m swearing if I go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around
And I know that I’m drunk but I’ll say the words
And she’ll listen this time even though they’re slurred (?)
Dial her number and confess to her
I’m still in love but all I heard was nothing
(Nothing, nothing …)

So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know if I’m face to face that she’ll come to her senses
Every drunk step I take leads me to her door
If she sees how much I’m hurting
She’ll take me back for sure

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
Cause I’m shouting your name all over town
I’m swearing if I go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around
And I know that I’m drunk but I’ll say the words
And she’ll listen this time even though they’re slurred (?)
Dial her number and confess to her
I’m still in love but all I heard was nothing
(Nothing, nothing …)
She said nothing (nothing nothing)
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Oh I got nothing (nothing nothing)
I got nothing (nothing nothing)
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Bridge
Oh sometimes love is intoxicating
Oh you’re coming down your hands are shaking
When you realize there’s no one waiting

Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I’m better off now
Than I ever was with her

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
Cause I’m shouting your name all over town
I’m swearing if I go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around
And I know that I’m drunk but I’ll say the words
And she’ll listen this time even though they’re slurred (?)
Dial her number and confess to her
I’m still in love but all I heard was nothing
(Nothing, nothing …)
)She said nothing (Nothing, nothing …
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing (Nothing, nothing …)
I got nothing (Nothing, nothing …)
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing (Nothing, nothing …)
I got nothing, I got nothing

this is how i feel

this first my feel so random

you came and make be better

and make everything clear

make my life more wonderful 

you deny your promise make me go down again

your gone and make me so down

your found the new girl everything so blankkk 

and eveything back to random and make me so stress because your gone and forget me so easy...

AND THAT'S MY FEELING RIGHT NOW!!

runaway

Ooohhhhhh

So easy to forget our love, the little things we do.
Like callin' for no reason, just to say the words, "Baby, I love you."
I know lately I've been busy, but a second doesn't go by without you crossin' my mind.
It's been so long since we had time, let's take a day and make everything alright.
Just take my hand, fall in love with me again.

Let's runaway to the place where love first found us.
Let's runaway for the day, don't need anyone around us.
When everything in love gets so complicated, it only takes a day to change it.
What I have to say can't wait, all I need is a day,
so let's runaway.
let's runaway, just for the day.
runaway
runaway

Girl, you've been so patient, spendin' nights alone and not complainin'
But i'll make it up to you and i promise today i won't keep you waitin'.
Please give me this one chance to remind you of everything we have.
I won't give up, I'm too much in love, and I want you to know that.
Just take my hand, fall in love with me again.

Let's runaway to the place where love first found us.
Let's runaway for the day, don't need anyone around us.
When everything in love gets so complicated, it only takes a day to change it.
What i have to say can't wait, all i need is a day.

so let's runaway for the day,
and i'll give everything in this moment.
and i promise to make everyday just like the day[or today?]

Let's runaway to the place where love first found us .
Let's runaway for the day, don't need anyone around us.
When everything in love gets so complicated, it only takes a day to change it.
What i have to say can't wait, all i need is a day,
so let's runaway.

Letters to dad :')

Dear dad,

Hello dad :) how are you?
you know dad i love you so much :')
you know dad i miss you more than anything.....
you know dad i really need you </3
dad you know how jealous i am look my friend family...
you know dad i'm hurts....
oh that i'll really miss you
dad i want feel the love from you...
i want that so much dad
i will do anything to make you came back
i will do that....
just please dad came back i need you....
you know every time i remember you it's just killing me
every time i see my friend's photo family it's so make me down
every time i remember you not here with me i always crying
every time i know you happy with them i was lost
i always asking God why should you go?
i just want you to know the doors are open for you.....
just please came back
:'( please dad i'm tired...
HAHAAHAHHA i miss you so damn much :'(
your the best dad i know that....
so came back home dad we love you,we miss you :')
just please back okeeyyy
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DAD :'(

mami....

Mami itu adalah orang yg sabar yg mau nyaranin seby terus walaupun kadang2 cuman buat mami capek
Mami itu adalah malaikat yg dikirim dari surga buat seby
Mami adalah super hero
Mami adalah orang yg tegar yg pernah ada
Mami adalah orang yg pantang menyerah
Mami adalah orang paling setia yg pernah ada di dunia ini
Mami adalah sesuatu yg tak dapat tergantikan oleh apapun
dan mami adalah anugrah terindah yg pernah ada dalam hidup seby
Mami orang terbijak
Mami adalah seorang penyayang
Mami adalah seorang pemaaf




YANG JELAS MAMI ITU ADALAH ORANG TER THE BEST YG PERNAH SEBY PUNYA MAMI ADALAH ANGEL FROM HEAVEN TO ME.....
MAMI ORANG TERINDAH YG PERNAH ADA
YANG JELAS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOM :*{}{}
BE PATIENT MOM I KNOW YOU CAN :D
INITINYA EMAK GUE THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SEBY AKAN BUAT MAMI BANGGA MEMPUNYAI SEBY...